I think generally my intuition is good. No more sex-lies. I’m done. At best this could be a kind of romance, perhaps a little freedom. I don’t want to be in a marriage. I could disengage, I could try this day.

Today, the idea of a renewal of romance sounds good. I’m scared, but I’m not sure of what.

There was that lack of emotion Charles showed. It was odd, also that I wanted to see tears.. as if they were proof of his love for me.

Curiosity is a new motto. I’m going to explore without judgment and see what I want my life to look like now.


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