The Timing of Secret

The jewel of discovery of eschewing the path of least resistance. The very act of taking it on might be one of the most rewarding things I’ve ever done (so says Dr. M.), no matter what the outcome. It’s much easier to wipe the slate clean. It’s much easier to stick to the book and let the relationship go. It would be easier to delude myself (or at least convince myself?) I didn’t really want to be with him anyway.

The foundation is flawed. It will get worse before it gets better. And it might get worse and then never get better.

Now I am thinking that I don’t know if I can live with the idea of giving up, of taking the easy path.

I want the waiting to be over.


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