No, I Don’t Feel Like Fucking You Today


A little shaky. Haven’t eaten much and just listened to a voice message from my mother. On my way to Charles’ apt. and feeling pressure to fuck. I’d rather not. I’m in a bad mood. I suppose I’ll meditate on the bus and try for some “radical acceptance”. Here we go, there are things to be happy about: got a new contract job today, Charles is making dinner, my sisters are good, the weather is nice (God, did I just include the weather?), Aaron called me for tea, I salvaged my health insurance, three people complimented me on my look today, my sister keeps sending me treats (!), I have awesome projects to work on, I live in this City.

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